Obligatory Apology Post #3


So I didn’t realize how long it was since I posted to this blog.  Life has been interesting.  First off, last month I had to have surgery to remove an endometrial cancer and this brush with ANOTHER serious illness has given me a new sense of purpose.  It has been my lifelong dream to travel internationally but I can’t do it if every other day I have to be hooked to a dialysis machine.  So I am doing my best to lose the weight so I can get on the transplant list.  Once that happens, you won’t be able to keep me in the US.  I feel like I have so much time to make up.

Along that same vein, I’m also actively looking for a girlfriend.  Or rather, I’m finally opening myself up to the possibility of love.  I’ve always been okay with being alone.  But lately that’s turned to loneliness and I don’t think that’s all that healthy.  Roadblock there is my crippling crisis of confidence.  I put up and OK Cupid profile but even though I’m not really looking for anything serious, I feel like I look horrible on paper and all the women that they match me up with are so smart, interesting, well-read and traveled.  I feel like a rube.  Also, I’m apparently needing to move to Brooklyn to find someone.

And I need to write more.  I actually feel compelled lately.  So I’m am going to try and post on a Monday-Wednesday-Friday schedule.  It’s going to be a mix of ramblings and rants like this and more formal pieces I as search around and try to find my voice.  Feedback from anyone reading this would be much appreciated.

So bye for now and hopefully not for long.

One comment

  1. Hey there, hope you are feeling positive and ready to write!

    Dont put yourself below anyone.

    Good luck with the weight loss, and try to hit me up if you visit London, uk
    P

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